Bittersweet Life

 When death becomes her and I stand in the breeze; Never forgetting; just paused watching the trees; You'll not be forgotten;... your memory will always live' not just in me, but in everyone's life you have blessed! Rest In Paradise my Sweet Friend!

With the twisted hands of time, I sit lost far back in my own mind~ faint echoes heard w horrible ears- what are they saying ?, do I go see for myself ?, what was & is, or never was~ what will be & should I budge ? tears fall until they are in floods! bridges burn, I watch in constant fear~ how I yearn & the hurt comes again,, every time I realize I lost my best friend ~

Burning Desire; Sorrows Singing While confusion cries. How I shiver when looking into lying cold eyes. Words are whispered in a distance. My heart bleeds love, As fast as a rivers flood. Hunger grows with the dark, Always wishing to turn the clock. Fire blazes the herbs I burn, along with poisons that I forever yearn. A self healing form I say, to bring blue skies back to my gloomy day. The pain deep within, I've always known. The pain that aches all through my bones. In my heart the desire for what is true, I plead for a promise that's kept as strong as glue. To you I am just a lovers game. To me I am a bird, flying free, and going down in flames.

 Are we allowed to blog about someone's books (as long as we give credit to them for anything quoted)?   I have been having the worst couple weeks and I kind of just want to share some things that help me through my struggles as they come. Recently I have been feeling very out of place with myself. I feel like I need to pour myself into something wholesome and for everyone's higher good rather than just complaining like I usually do.